Night time sympathize, I've been working on white lies.

I'm listening to the xx on repeat and trying to avoid all of my thoughts. Am I going to make a grand mistake or create something lasting. To be honest, I am worn down and tired of talking and thinking about this all. Am I going to risk it all for something that could be great. Is it even great? Will I finally stop imitating and timid. I don't know at all.